Sunday, April 29, 2007

Wish

RIP is simply a illusion of fairness I hoped for. In order to utilize my left over value for I have wasted too much useful resources on earth.

My life should be made miserable and people around whom I care should suffer until the end. Enjoy pain and sad took long time to practice, before I could get used to it, more horrible things come towards me the better.

I hope all psychological and physical pressure would at lease double and prolonged until my world become a total disaster, ultimate iron fist with no mercy.

Event Type: Error
Event Source: Application Error
Event Category: (100)
Event ID: 1000
Date: 4/31/2007
Time: 12:34:56
User: N/A
Computer: Brain
Description:
Faulting application mind.exe, version 1.0 , faulting module Dpass, version 1.0.3.1, fault address 0x94340634.

For more information, see Help and Support Center"



Somehow my hypersensitive popped up itself and caused some inappropriate e-mails in a very bad times. My mind is back to normal after day later. Due to the high call volume, apologise for any inconvenient, please stay on the line and the next available representative will assist you shortly.

By the way, too much caffeine will activate my hyperthread partially. Overheat and Power save disorder followed as a side effect (OCR trigger P3 state, web and email are fine, weird. Broadcast not in scope) However unattended installation still glitch, through the time when crazy amount of debug, alt tab took lots of time.

chkdsk has finished checking, thank you guys. Freebies for everyone, my signature series fart. *poof*

Conclusion

I think its time for a open progress report for my own review and safe guard.
Been with my girl friend for 10 years, its normal for us to share a 64mb USB flash drive from recruit ad. for free, the containing financial reports and company data of all sort from Pacific West Corp. (PWC) an imaginary company established in her strategic management college class, I helped in it by giving opinion and comments to her. Since they are just classwork, I careless if it is cleared from the USB drive or not and its helpful for thinking. I kept writings from online that I couldn't finish reading at home and put it in the drive for remote read.

The computer I assemble for her, have some lanes burnt on AGP slot caused by the can of soda spilled on it. Quality is the key for not having the whole computer burnt. I have confident over the product still. The power supply accidently dies out after fulfilling its duty to the end. I revived it with a 1U psu I have few days later, I am lazy.

Remember to take hard drives out when taking a computer to fix, its a safty procedure to protect both parties.

To reach my potential clients, I print out product spec and flyers to bring with me while I can go visit them after office hour since a proposel is not up yet. Because name cards is an important tool for sales, visiting client without cards will give poor image. Blank cards uses for new hire would work when comply with cards from superior.I can't come up with a proposel before the initial contact is done, at lease I have to confirm they are open to contact, its hard when most office hour are close.

I have only mere believe on things over the internet other then disclaimer and/or fine print. For myself only real life matters and time is the only way to tell things.My project and design have been mentioned to potentials in project and multiple trust source therefore I don't concern very much.

I enjoy peaceful and happiness. I tend to avoid conflicts, not that I am bad but my fever causes memory loss.Facts: All I have ever did was to express opinion "privately"(own room in house of own lot) for my own stress release, but somone playing basketball broken my car window, bad luck. I fixed it myself after a quest.

I do doubt myself all the time, just no room to express for it does not help in any way.

Action judges valuation and valuation give its worth but worth unable develop so development escape from action. All my effort in rebuild are in vain. Wish that I can RIP.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Management

Managers in business world are pimp/hole, con, lier, clown and lazy ass. Sum of worst know to human, but work at its best.

P.S. SM for harsh time, sub must tied up tight and strict follow master. May be again, my damn brain illusion too much prono.

Pimp/hole - coordinate multiples
Con - tactful trick
Lier - interpret appropriate
Clown - motivate other
Lazy ass - effective manage efficiency
SM - Strategic Management
Sub - subordinate